Journey

I am currently having a Twilight craze right now. Went to watch the movie for a second time yesterday. Cos the first time I miss the starting. lol. I really like this movie. Nice. Favourite scene got to be the when Edward save Bella from the van, the baseball scene and the fighting scene of that bad vampire James. Currently I am reading New moon. But Edward Cullen is gone... Sianz... Come out soon!!! haha... That's y I am saying I am in a Twilight craze. Never thought I will like vampire story. Have a great christmas! Just shopping ard Marina after church service and chilling out with Grace and Anna. Have some crazy girls talk. Haha... Yeah can't wait for next wednesday. Half day. Can chiong shopping and sales again. Going back to my book ...

Went out since 10am this morning to church. Reach home 8.30pm... So tired. Literally comb the whole Orchard road but only settle with a black heels from Mphosis and a book from Kinokuniya. Christmas gift is a headache!!! Help... But when I reach home and read my mails, It spoil my mood totally... This blog is not worth to have write about her. But I need a space to scream!!! "I HATE THIS STUPID IDIOT BITCH. PERIOD" Ok in my heart the cursing was more worse... haiz... when will this misery end???

Yeah finally we have decided on our Batam trip. Today Ms yee wei and Marilyn will go down to agency and book the hotel cum ferry tickets! Excited !!! :) Btw, Ms yee wei dun be so wicked to arrange "surprise" for me.... Finally can leave Singapore for a while. Despite is Batam I am still very happy!!! A&W , polos here I come!!! I hope I can get to eat the donut the last time I went... Still at the I hate my work stage.... :[

Feeling very sianz..Monday blue... haiz... Wonder how long can I hang on. Maybe is something I have to go thru ba. Dun understand how others can work 10 years in the same company. But one day I will know ba. Cos I wun keep changing job until I retire ma... but right now.... I just want to shout " I HATE MY WORK"

Just came back from the airport after sending rongzhu off to her mission trip. Mmm... have lots of thought after this trip. Watch Madagascar today too... not very nice. ok only... Part 2 are always not better than part 1. Very tired... gotta sleep.

Just went to the K pop concert on Tuesday 04/11/2008. Overall it is an enjoyable show. Reach there only at 8pm and once we seat down, the concert starts. So first thing I saw was Andy!!! He and Park Jung Ah was the emcee for that night. Andy looks great but he is quite skinny. His voice is very nice too. Then the first performance was by JunJin- WA. He can really dance but come to singing... Luckily I never miss WA performance. lolx. Jewelry, Chae Yeon and Wonder Girls dance well. Andy was very cute during his performance. He is indeed Mr cute guy. haha... But this concert was too short...1 hr 45 mins only. sianz part... Now I wish next year and the following year and every year there will be a K pop concert. :)

Have a fun day on saturday. Went and watch 20th century boys and HSM3. Both not very nice... wahahaha... Then decided to play arcade... thanks to my friends, they get this cute thing for me!!! Like it a lot... Long time never play arcade liao. Very fun!!! Then after that we went coffee club for dinner. Have a sulky pasta though. lolx. Yeah two more days to my K pop concert. Andy ... I am going to see u face to face... although still very far... Opps read that Jun Jin singing WA...... gotta cover my ears..lolx Y Hyesung not coming... If he is here I will go crazy... haha... Orange light stick... I need orange light stick please... Think I will have no mood to work on tuesday... My heart floating to the K pop concert... Once in a lifetime... haha... Cute winnie the pooh biscuits from Geraldine... Her last day in Hanjin. haiz... Ok getting out... bye.

Haiz.. I am sad !!! Why something so simple has to become so complicated? I dun understand.

Went to Vivo City for dim sum to celebrate Drea Bday. It's has been ard 6 years since we last celebrated with her... Hope she is ok with the present we give her... lolx... After that Anna, drea and me watch Mama Mia. The music was nice but the plot is ok only... We even went to Sentosa after that. But it was such a bo liao trip lor. haha... By the time we had dinner it was ard 9 plus... We were like hungry ghost and kept ordering at Sakae... Chatted and went hm after that. Sometimes is good to cherish what we had and not compare with others. An ordinary life is indeed a blessed life. There nothing impossible. Just know that God is with us in good times and bad times. He has indeed carry us when there is only one set of footprint :) God bless all of you...

Recently the feelings I am having when I am fourteen came back. Think that I have reach a stage of my life whereby I need to enter into something new but somehow I dunno what I want. Therefore feel so stuck... haiz... As I grow older, feel that life is more and more routine. Work, eat, sleep... work eat sleep... Sometimes I wonder do I have a problem being a human? Can't stand myself sometimes...Haiz... Living is hard... Living a fruitful life is even harder... Haiz... haiz... haiz...

Just saw someone comment for me on my rebond hair... Ok here's a pic for u... But it has been two weeks le...haha Shin Hye Sung album is due to release end August... So happy... can't wait.. He looks really good! Okie... I know I am very bo liao...Time for some rest... Haiz... Sunday again and Monday is reaching... Sianz!!!

Today I went rebonding finally... It's so Flat now... Disgusting! I really hated rebonding... 3 hrs straight... Finally endure through. Yeah! Yeah! Shin Hye Sung is releasing his 3rd solo album soon... yeah!yeah!yeah! So happy man... And he look totally "Man"... haha... the teaser already out. You can catch it at youtube... He plays the drum... dunno is it really played by him but that's totally cool... But dun remember he can play drums leh...I think Shin Hye Sung can be my forever idol... Even when he grows old and not handsome anymore... Cos I like him firstly is his voice... not his looks... His voice is really amazing and thank God he got a chance to let the world listen to it... Hope he can continue singing even at his 40's, 50's... I finally finish watching Woman In The Sun... My favourite Korean drama of 2008. First time I cried so much watching a drama... Okies... that's about it then...

I dun want to sleep... i dun want to sleep... i dun want to sleep. Has been staying up to watch a korean drama - Woman in the sun. The title sounds off I know... But is a really nice show. Talks about an orphan who was adopted to a family whereby the mother can't give birth but after being adopted, the mum is pregnant and gave birth to her own daughter... Therefore the adopted daughter was being neglected by the mum. Cos she only gave all her love to her real daughter... and resulted in the adopted child doing something wrong... she left her little sister at a train station and walked away when the parents was not around... But she did turn back to look for her sister but by then the little sister was gone . Thinks everyone would think that the adopted child was wrong and wicked... But I don't feel this way towards her... Somehow I understand how she feels. But being in her position everyone will just think that she is wrong. Like the pordigal son ... everyone thinks that the...

Went out quite early today for Japanese buffet at Miramar Hotel. Nice... Ate a lot of salmon and tako sashimi. lolx. After that went to catch a movie - 21. It's really a nice movie. Must watch! Feel so tired now. Yeah my new shinhwa white edition album has been shipped... Can't wait for it. Bye!!!

Yesterday went to watch B-Boyz and Ballerina at Esplanade Theatre. First time going to Esplanade Theatre. It was damn nice inside... so grand. Just like those Theatre that you watch on TV with musician playing classical music. Haha... Maybe I "mountain turtle" never go this kind of place before. Yupz this muscial was nice. But I prefered their hip hop dance rather than the breakdance. Anyway... I enjoyed the musical overall... But something really pissed me off... I tot Singaporean at least have some basic courtesy. So many latecomers for the show... I think the usher shouldn't let them in. Since I am sitting quite end, the latecomers were like blocking my view when they pass by me to their seats. I feel like I was watching some pirated VCD at home. They should be really ashamed of themselves. We went early get seated down and prepared ourselves for a nice musical yet this latecomers just simply spoilt it for us. And they are basically not showing respect to the performer...

Last Sunday went to esplanade and watch spin odyssey a hip hop and breakdance performance from korean LAST FOR ONE B BOY CREW. It was awesome!!! If they come to Singapore again, I will surely go watch their performance again. Didn' really expect it to be so nice. But the dance moves was indeed wonderful and the musical was funny too. I tot their tickets was consider too cheap. But I got mine free cos paid by company. hahaha... Hope they come back again!!!

Think I am super sway ok... Haiz... I feeling so bad now... Dunno how to feel better... Did so many wrongs in my job... Fine just need to pay for my mistake... Ok I will cut off my fingers... wahahahaha... I will become tougher after what I went thru... I have to be responsible for what I did since I am a adult now. No use crying over spill milk... But I am so so so so so so so so ANGRY leh... :(

Wanted to sleep soon. But tot of blogging too. haha. Anyway today went cycling at East coast was burnt by the scorching sun. My hands and face are so red now. haiz. Kim Dongwan just released his new album "The secret" . The more I listen to the more I like it. Think this is the last album he will left with us before he went into army. 2 years...sighz... Just when his vocal is improving... haiz... Support his album!!! I wish I was in Japan or korea now. I wish I was more brave and not so timid. I wish I am a kind soul. I wish I can smile even when I feel sad. I wish I can see Shinhwa live concert. I wish I can be happy in what I am doing. I wish I can rest and slack for one month. I wish I can go on a trip right now. I wish the sermon makes sense to me. I wish the worship touch my heart. I wish I don't feel so tired. I wish that I cut my hair short. I wish that I can be independent. I wish I am on my bed now. Yes... making this wish come true now... Good night

I am on leave today. That's explain my entry now. Currently listening to BoA- MY FACE album. Haha... yeah I am a BoA fan. I literally is losing my memory. I forgot to off my computer monitor and tv screen yesterday. And I happily went to sleep. Sometimes I forget what I am printing. What I want to tell my friends. It's scary! Am I really too stress? haiz I also dunno. Yeah I just bought my new Hp... W910I. Black. Nice... I like.

I was so convicted when I read the below article. I can't deny the fact that God is real and we must take the things of him seriously. Dear God if i have ever mock you in anyway, pls forgive me. Indeed you are the real God, the one who die on the cross for me. Amen. If u are reading tis blog, take sometime to read the article below. And remember do not mock God. John Lennon (Singer):>> Some years before, during his interview with an American> Magazine,> he said: 'Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not> have> to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his> subjects> were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him' (1966).>> Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than> Jesus> Christ, was shot six times.>>> Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil ):>> During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 50...

Had wisdom tooth operation on wednesday... It hurts like mad... And now my face was swollen too. :( The doctor was good but scary... He describe word by word what he going to do during the operation. First he told me that he going to drill my wisdom tooth into half. Then he say he going to take out the first half. After that he say he is going to take out the second half. And perform stitches... yucks. After resting a while. he began to pluck my upper left wisdom tooth. within one mins it was done ... that's fast... haha... And i was given 4 days mc. now i can only keep a soft diet... like porridge... sick of it... i want to have some meat... haha... i wonder will child birth be more painful then this operation... it's scary la... hope my swollen face will recover soon. only left one more wisdom tooth on my upper right... and i am offically wisdom tooth free.. lost all my wisdom le... haha... yeah i will be getting my sony digital cam soon... thanks to Prince william... haha wa...

Yes I'm back and I'm missing Tokyo. The weather, shopping, train and food... It's been a fun trip so far... Japanese are nice and helpful, great fashion sense in the city. DAY 1 Reach Narita Airport. what a long flight around 7 hours. My whole body ache. Exchange for limousine bus ticket. Take the Friendly Limousine bus to Shinjuku Station. The Limousine bus was quite full didn't manage to seat together with my friends. Seat beside a Japanese guy. haha... uncle la... Reach Shinjuku stn an hour later. Started to search for the hotel shuttle bus stop. Went down to the train station with luggage. Ppl started to look at us strangely. haha... After much searching and help from the ppl there, manage to find the stop. Reach Shinjuku New City Hotel. Proceed to check in. Went into our hotel to rest a while. Small hotel... Small toilet... OMG!!! Then we took the shuttle bus back to Shinjuku station.Walk around and settle down to eat Ramen for dinner at Keio Mall. Nice...