Feelings not yet gone...
Recently the feelings I am having when I am fourteen came back. Think that I have reach a stage of my life whereby I need to enter into something new but somehow I dunno what I want. Therefore feel so stuck... haiz... As I grow older, feel that life is more and more routine. Work, eat, sleep... work eat sleep... Sometimes I wonder do I have a problem being a human? Can't stand myself sometimes...Haiz... Living is hard... Living a fruitful life is even harder... Haiz... haiz... haiz...